Monday, October 20, 2008

Missing Monday!

Well i woke up this morning feeling pretty good, said my prayers to start my day and had a thought about my daughter Emma! i have not seen her in a couple of months and for the first time in a long time i went totally numb! i completely fell apart! I rreally miss my child! Even with all the wonderful things happening in my life right now, missing my child seemed to make me feel at an all time low! So i emailed afriend or two and my family about how i was feeling and my cell rang and the voice on the other end said "D whats tha matter? you alright?" and thats all i needed! i broke down told her how i was feeling cryed a little bit and she said " i am gonna hold on till you finish crying, i am here.." i tell you that was something ! I let shit out i didnt know i was holding in! it felt great! and she held on too! sometimes its the little things that make everthing alright! She will never know how important that was for me! i want to tell you that after crying like a little b#@$h i came out of the bathroom and got myself together and made my calls and handled my business!

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